My parents are funny people. They know something is up. I know they know something is up.
If you ever feel out of control.
I'm fine now.
I know, but if you're not, there's nothing wrong with asking for help.
I know. I'm fine.
Okay.
Went to get my mail from the dining room, a piece of paper lie underneath.
Evaluating Eating and Exercise habits.
I take my mail and leave.
Did you see the paper?
Yes. It's still there.
I know.
Okay.
Did she see the paper.
Yes, she left it.
Silence.
Back at school. Part of me worries I should say something to the boyfriend, to warn him of their insanity. I'm fine. Have they not seen the weight on me? I get scared my boyfriend will leave because I was at a bad spot but looking thin when we met. Yeah during summer it was bad, but I'm fine now. Maybe that's why it's easier for them to say anything about it. Clean up is fine when the storm has passed.
