He refuses to leave me alone
Following me
To school…The mall…Even home
Taunting
And
Tempting
‘Look at his muscles’
‘What an adorable smile he has’
No - I tell him - No…
Friends
I remind myself
Guys are friends
Just friends…
Longing…Yearning…Desire
Does not exist
It’s merely a phase
Misinterpretation
Right?
It has to be
But
He tells me otherwise
Why?
Why?!
Why have you condemned me?!
Why did you put a demon inside me?!
Normal
I just want to feel
To be
Normal…
Why have you put me into a life of solitude…Of loneliness…
To walk through my years
Hiding…Hiding this monster that yearns
To escape
Is my life’s punishment
But for what?
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