Monster In Me:5 (the layout isn't right)

I hate this I do this I need this

Monster

i see silver i feel nothing

in the relief in my life

that slashes and I’m

through my begging to

thin feel

lifeless something

wrist anything

i see red i feel pain

in the rubies joy and release

that trickle that I

down my am something

pale real

freckled breathing

arm feeling

i see brown i feel regret

in the lines when I see

that stretch my arm

against my knowing I

cold did

fleshy this

skin myself

I hate this I do this I need this

Monster