Thinspo From the Hills

So I've basically been obessing over The Hills lately, it's terrible and yet I can't stop watching it.
The girls are so thin I can hardly stand it! Even LC started losing weight.

How to Keep Motivated For New Years

So my goal for new years is to weigh no more than 100lbs. It should be totally doable, however I keep having these fits of being motivated for a week and then unmotivated for a week. Luckily though I think I've found a way to keep me reminded that I need to get gorgeous for new years. At work this this weekend I was talking about how i wanted to do my nails for new years and a girl I work with did my thumb for me to show me what she thinks I should do. She first painted it pink and then while the polish was still wet dumped it in pink sparkles and put a top coat on to keep the sparkles from coming off. It looks amazing and very glam. It's my only nail done this this way (the others are a more sophisticated brownish color) having this one glamerous nail amongst the more dull ones reminds me that I want to be the one beautiful thing that stands out this new years.

In other news I have basically binged on water today...the one binge I'm okay with lol

Hope everyone is getting glam for New Years
<3

Wish I could just remove the temptation

this week has been terrible for me food wise.i had planned on eating as little as possible but have eaten so much. whenever i go home, i'm so overwhelmed by the constant option of food (i never keep food in my dorm) that i find myseld just eating all day long.

i almost don't want winter break to happen because that means i'll be pigging out for a month if i don't find some motivation soon. and worse that that i only have an eliptical machine at home instead of my school gym. i can't do long work outs on the eliptical because it destroys  my knees, which is odd since generally people say it is better for your knees. leave it to me to be different.

i really need to start finding my motivation. i want to get organized and happy.
i want to
be done with my finals
be done with my current college
be moved in and finalized in my new college
organize my bed room at home
cut out unnessacary people from my life (i have alot of lose end people in my life these days)
delete unused numbers in my phone
get down to 100 (for now)


i just want to get rid of all this clutter!!

new years and feeling sick =/

I want to look amazing for new years so I need to start some sort of calorie reduction. I was doing 1500 calories a day, but I think I need to start doing some days less. I wont do full fasts because I don't want my metabolism to slow down =/

So today I've had

7.45am
Skinny Cap: 70 cal
Bagel: 270 cal

12.00pm
Salad: 250 cal (very rough estimate)

2.30pm
Hazelnut Vanilla Latte: Two many to even want to think about
bagle:260 cal

7.00pm
Green Giant Boost Smoothie:280cal

11.30pm
Skyline:no idea but probably alot

12.45am
Cereal:300

1.20am
Cookie pieces: idk




Basically i started out pretty well and with good intentions for the day (dont we all haha)
then i got an email from my boss basically telling me i was doing a terrible job (but in a really nice way which almost made me feel sicker) which made me just want to eat eat and eat and eat and honestly i probably would have gone on a huge binge fest tonight but then i ended up getting my period finally. its super late and coming full force the worst i've ever had. I feel really sick and about to puke which would be nice i guess haha.

Its back

Mias back

Home for the weekend!

I"m goiing home this weekend which means better eating because I dont have to be so worried about not wasting meal plans! This makes me happppyyy =) lol

Hope everyone is dong well!
Get stoked for the weekend!!

I'll try to weigh in this sunday =/ really nervous esp with my missed period and all the recent stress.

I wish I had a digital scale at school...oh and some "graceful" thinspo